This is where i come in?
Another lazy afternoon today.Amazingly four days off in a row.A lot of time for introspection and retrospection. its almost been a month and i still feel numbed.life does go on as normal.it always does.my life is so important to me ans so is everybody else's when they see theirs.But when u try to visualise a cosmic picture of evrything , almost everything is invisible to the naked eye.Probably i have been following the latter policy of late. But a time comes and reality kicks in and you gotta see things for what they are.i m lying in my bed with a book.the eyes seem to be more reading the ceiling than reading the black lines in the book.When u have time to yourself so many things are percieved clearly.Ever since that day i could come up with only one question again and again..Where did i fit in all this? i was never there really.Wat did i have to do here? Wat did i get? i feel there is a hand of destiny in all that happens in your life.i keep questioning myself how did i figure? i cant bring myself to blame myself or anyone or any circumstance.i can only ask "What was my part"? Did i deserve this?When i look back everytime questions just cloud my mind..just questions...just questions..

~Lara,the soul in introspection..