Finally back again; i have been away long..the queen is back with her razzmatazz..Its been really hectic ever since i departed. Well to begin with the big yellow taxi was ready to pick me up on my way to the Thomson Prometric Airport. Well i departed home a little early, thinking it would be safe to arrive a little ahead of time. Everything was in place.My tickets,my duffel bag and my job was clear.All i needed was a smooth drive to the airport with my friend Deba.However as i was about to leave,the phone jingled in my purse.I thot who could be this? Deba's name was blinking on the white mobile screen. As soon as i picked it up, she spoke excitedly.Sorry A. I cant make it.An emergency has come up.I was disappointed.We had planned for this trip from january. but i could understand.i said dont worry. i will be on my way alone.And as i sat anxiously in the big yellow taxi alone, i finally felt that i had grown up.Taking a big step in this world , completely alone. Just me and my shadow for my friend. The ride was bumpy,confusing lanes, filled with moments of anxiety.And as i was approaching the airport, my heart pumped faster.How time flew.I was finally here.To face my destiny.To challenge my fears and meet life head-on.i went with all my armor.Soldier in armor,solitary soldier.

I checked in.My credentials checked i sat down.Was waiting for the call.Finally i was ushered inside the giant aircraft.i was travelling alone.i took my seat.i had the proverbial cold feet and even hands too.The crew was very hospitable.but they cldnt help me calm my nerves.My fear for flying was rearing its head.And suddenly like it came it was gone.The anxiety disappeared.i convinced myself the beauty i would experience in the joy of flying would be much more than fear would ever get me. finally i was making peace with my fears.exorcising the demons of uncertainity and anxiety.And yes,beautiful did i land! i finally made it alone.Conquered my fear of the unknown..However the hand(or rather the trident ;-) that helped me i would forever be grateful to..

~lara, the returnee from exile